kiwimasta's Journal

A little bit of help.
All I ask for this beautiful Thursday evening is some help...it seems that every which way I turn people are asking me for help..but no one seems to ask me about my stuff that I'm dealing with.. I wrote a poem about it.. Its called.. one day I'll fly and i wrote it while drinking a pot of tea at three last night on the phone with a girl (who shall remail nameless) that wanted to kill herself.

I'm tired and alone,
talking on ma phone,
I am so very upset,
because everyone else thinks that they are the most important person in the world when really there just attention seeking whores that have way too many made up problems and i wish someone would ask me about something one day.

fin'

Current Mood: sicky
Current Music: Reel Big Fish

Stop..
Cara, I know that you hate me and want everyone to know that. I know that you are going to do and say a lot of things that are going to try and make you feel better. But I would (as i always have) would appreciate just a tad bit of respect. I know that you have none for me and that none of your friends do. With good cause. But I would just appreciate if you didn't go out telling the world. Just so you can see that they said that they were sorry to hear that. PLease. If there was one last thing that i would ever ask you to do it would be that. That much i don't even deserve? Well i don't know what you're trying to do right now but just enough with the spreading the world to every last corner. And if you are planning on that. Then please give me some warning so I can go kill myself. Thanks for your decency. Bye

Three hour lunch
So.. I'm sitting at home with time to spare.
Ring in the eyebrow, and fohawk in hair.
Missing Cara, and my life ain't fair.
Wouldn't kiss another girl, not even for a dare.

Music is playin and my fingers do snap.
Going to ACC to get me a wrap.
Eryn is on my bed trying to take a nap.
Learn how to rhyme Maureens boyfriend named Zach.

My dog is sick cuz he eats plastic bags.
I clean up his "doo" which makes me gag.
In a few months i'm moving out of the peg.
Who wants to play tag?

Three hour lunch is way to much.
Even for the Lays even for the Old Dutch.
I'm going to go eat now and a drink and such.
Is it "In or Un" when you say; "_Human Touch.

Current Mood: Below The Belt.
Current Music: Further seems forever: Bye Bye Bye (punk cover)

Heroin sticks
And if they were available over the counter, there would be a lot less legal issues, and then you could freeze them to eat later!

. . .oh hello, you must be wondering what the hell Imo talkin boot, well the answer is leif. As he is playing guitar I will post for him. Now on to more pressing matters, like this desk which is PRESSING painfully into my kneecap. But enough about me, I once caught a pidgeon and named him pidwidgeon. In retrospect, I don't think I achieved much, but you know what they say, If it aint broke, it wont be latah, heres hopin' dats true as I have yet to move my knee, its actually being driven deeper Into the corner of the desk, which is sure to result in a mark. . .curses + Pain, but also love + truth.
"Don't cry, I'll kiss it better"
Now if we could all focus for a minute, three words - Peace.
Say that three times.
Now dontcha feel bettah?!?

And as a closing statement I warn you nevah to chase shiny stuff off of cliffs, because shiny things don't let you fly, and are probably madfe of metal, which will NOT break your fall.

Tarantulove ~Colin

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: the velvet underground

The real picture
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Peircing
Guys when im in Toronto, I want to get a eyebrow ring. What do you all think. It would be on my right eye. Ill try to draw it!... /\
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Tell me what you think. But keep in mind im more 3D!

Current Mood: pooped
Current Music: Thousand foot krutch: Phenomenon

ALICE COOPER
So there I was sitting in section 33A Row 14 Seat 12. Looking down at Alice Cooper. As he rose from his platform with his baton like cane in on hand and his snazzy white hat in the other! I literally exploded in my pants right then. He did all his new un-familliar stuff. Which Colin and I did our best to sing along to!. Then came the classics! We Raised from our butt-ingraved pleather seats and began to dance to the stage, to the people, and to the heavens!. Twas a good night!. What did you do Journal??> "Well I sat here and waited for someone to log in. That was just about it...Then i watched some T.V. and ate some nasty hotdogs." Sounds rather cool Journal. But i still totally over rule!. Later World and till morning comes!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Dashboard: Vindicated

Peace and Love will you happiness
when you are feeling down you turn to family.
when you are lacking family you turn to friends.
when you are lacking friends you turn to hope.
when you are lacking hope you turn to god.
when you are lacking god you turn to yourself.
when you lack yourself you are without.

So here I am with a Sprite (shamless plug) in one hand and Peanut Brittle in the other. OMG!. How am I typing!. If you can figure out how please tell me!.

P.S. Cara chech this out... Your Goin two coam too mie Kabin Cuz your coo. Is that your house. Your Pretty. HA!

Current Mood: quick-fast
Current Music: Heaven By:Los Lonely Boys

Shaving
Okay now my facial hair is like blonde, so i never feel as though i need to shave. But the other day someone said that i have a hairy ass. So i cheched it out and I didn't think that it was anything un-normal. So the other day in the shower i was shaving my legs and did my entire ass. But now it hurts alot when i sit down. Bad Decision Leif, is my name! Doing stupid shit all the time is ma game!

So.
Well my mono came back. Thats blows the tower. My music these days is really good. This morning i woke up to Charolette Church. And im about to go to bed now to AC/DC! I have listened to everything else through out the day. For dinner my dad thought that we could dine on a movie. So instead of eating I went and saw I, robot. Highly recommend seeing...the book is better. All I ate today was a popsicle and a Vegge-Wrap. Played some geetar and hit my newly set up hammock. Last night at like 12 i took out my sis' long board and didn't come back until like 3. I went all down the Cresent. Then down to AP. Or the Park as its come to been known. So i just found that i really like candles but im not aloud to light matches in my house because all of the oxygen tanks may explode and kill us all. We could send that shit to Real Tv. But then we would be homeless. Speaking of being homeless. Im hungry.

Nap time commences

Cara Package
So I'm sending a care package to Cara and I need some ideas.
So far i have:
- A tape with a bunch of songs I wrote about her
- Brownies
- A letter
- A picture I drew
- A hat for the doll I made her

I need maybe one of two more things.

HELP!

Current Mood: Fatigue
Current Music: Dreamin' By: G Love And Special Sauce

How do you do...stuff
K first how do you kustomize your journal place...second how do you get a picture beside your posts on other peoples dealees..how do you let a person know how you are without sounding full of ones self. Peace. + thanks for your help.

To Gather
Listen up people we have some planning to do! Now I really want to have a party and i know 3 good resons why we should! But I'm not going to tell you. What I will tellyou is that you must respond to this if you can do something this thursday at around 7:30. If so just be like:
My name is ________, and I can go then.
Sweet guys. Hurry now and maybe a party is still possible!

CURRENT MOOD: FRISKAY
CURRENT MUSAC: Philosophy By: Ben folds five. (Highly recomended)

P.S. I dont know how they do the mood and music thing so i did my best.

Im Question-mark and im wondering.
People pf the outside world. I know this is lame but im really bored so im going to make a list of questions...it wont be long.
1.Have you ever heard or do you have: Will Smith's Big Willie Style? Or own any of his movies? YES!
2.Do you still have a useable TAPE player? YES
3.How many pairs of shose do you have? 11
4.How many carpets are in your house? 17
5.Do own a shopping cart? YES
6.Do you own Magic Markers? YES
7.Have you ever been really sick (as in on the crapper) and you feel really gross and really sick, and so i kinda crawl off and shitbucket and into a ball on your bathroom carpet. and then end upi sleeping there becuase your way too heavy to be carried by your parents. (Not fat-wise..its just at your parnets age they begin to shrink!)YES
8.Do you like art. looking/drawing/painting/eating? YES
9.How long does it take for you to get dresed to go out? about an hour or maybe more...i know its really bead...and i still dont even dress that good.
10.Have you ever been drunk or smoked da reefer? Yes both.

Well thats it..10..totally random questions.. to learn alittle more about my fellow..livejournalers(ees).. I did this one cuz the last one was really damn depressing and it was just the mood i was in. But this one is better

More then expected
Hello outside world.

Today I am sad. For more then 1 reason. The first being that Cara left for camp this morning and i will not see her for about two weeks. Then another two weeks after. The second anal fact is that I may not be attending folk fest this year. Finally my dad will not talk to my family and my mother is dying of a rare cancer and has 2 1/2 months to live.

So thats the poo stain life I live. So now its YOUR turn POST a REPLY and tell me something that is going on in your life that is not so great. This is not only to make me feel better but it will in the long run make you feel better. You can leave your name anonymous for i have no need for names.

On a lighter notethe first official LEIF doll was created!

Hey poop stains
Have you ever been in one of those sweet ass hyper trips...k that is me in a FRICKIN nut shell as of now!..so what i need to do is eat some lucky(mofuckin)charms! and then like staple things to the wall...(hey everyone needs a hobbie!)...K so question Fo da world....???If you went back in time and asked a catapult instructor, if he could make it go any farther...he would say...???__________________

The day I ate a long john.
Dear log,
It has been a rough journey these last few years. Struggling to find a true love. The one. But now those times have past as I now look into the eyes of the one that with all of my heart. She beauty of Lust bares the name Cara. With her by my side I feel entirely secure and comfortable. I have opened up to her deep secrets of the present and the past. I have yet to embrace the future, but I would hope that she would be there to guide me. I think about the times we have had, and the times we could and will have. I think about the small details. The shine in her eye. The warmth of her body. The taste of her lips. The color of her hair. The way that she will laugh at my jokes, even when they are obviously aren't funny. I love her and her family and friends. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with her. And here I am eating a slurpee and a long john. I wish the rest of our lives could begin now.

Until next time,
Leif

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